Fish is IN

Z:

u shouldnt be talking ot me at work – im going to tell ur boss

werent u supposed to come here like 3 years sgo to do art at UTS?

Me:

no eventually dropped the idea because europe fascinates me more now

also i like being a corporate junkie

Z:

u do? what u do now then? dont tell me u stopped drawing

Z:

did u plan ur wedding?

 

Free Fallin’

I woke up this morning to the news of Michael Crichton’s death.

Quite unable to express how I feel.

People I like need to stop dying. Like right about now. Stop.

Syd Barrett, Pink Floyd. 1946-2006.

Rick Wright, Pink Floyd. 1943-2008.

Heath Ledger. 1979-2008.

Michael Crichton. 1942-2008.

“Gonna free fall out into nothin’
Gonna leave this world for a while

And I’m free, free fallin’
Yeah I’m free, free fallin’ “

I wash my hands off this wierdness.

Wow…this is quite unexpected of me…writing a blog…

So let’s start off with why I’m here, writing away my hunger and misery at 3:30 in the morning. I’m an “aspiring” artist. I say aspiring because…well…I have given up hopes of becoming the next Salvatore Dali or Luis Royo…but a handful of people still believe in me. Why have I given up hope you ask? Simply because…I set out to do something and ended up going down another direction entirely. (Emphasis on going DOWN)Anyhoo, let’s not get into details right away.

I don’t know if anybody is EVER going to read this.I suffer from OCD and ADD. Just a warning and explanation for my randomness and impatience. I have the attention span of a flea. I haven’t been told that, I know that for a fact. I’ve set out to paint so many pictures, ended up with half-done, nonsense scribbles instead. And oh my god, you need to have a face to face conversation with me to understand the concept of randomness.